I am going to follow in the steps of my dear friends Tara and Earen, and start a 'Mini-Me Monday' column.
I have struggled with my weight pretty much my entire life. In school, it was always a matter of 10 or 15 lbs I wanted to lose. After I moved to CO, I was actually happy with my weight for a while. It fluctuated while I was in college for 2 years, and I was able to get back on track.
I moved to MI in '01, and went through a pretty deep time of 'finding myself'. During this time, I also found about 40 lbs I wasn't looking for.
Lost 20...then got pregnant. Gained 50 lbs. Lost 20...then got pregnant again. Gained 40. I now have 60 extra lbs that I would like to lose. Ouch...it hurts to even put that number out there. 60 lbs. Yikes!
I have done Weight Watchers, and have had success with their plan. I would recommend it to anyone...it basically teaches healthy eating. Small portions, healthy choices. Good stuff.
This time around, I am cancelling my WW membership in order to join a class called 'First Place'. I don't know too much about it, except that Tara is doing the same program, and it's faith based. There is scripture memorization involved, and prayer. I've become convinced that weight loss in my life will not happen until prayer is a part of the plan. And, I can always use some scripture memorization! I'm hoping to take what I learned in WW, and apply to what we'll be doing in 'First Place'.
The class doesn't actually start until the 25th, but I was inspired by Earen's blog today, and have decided to start taking control today. Thanks, Earen!
This is especially hard for me right now, because there's a possibility (we haven't decided yet) that we may try to get pregnant again starting in January. Given my history with weight loss and pregnancy, this isn't very inspiring to my current weight loss plan. I'm hoping, though, that if I do get pregnant, I can make healthier choices this time around, and not gain as much weight.
I also have more motivation in my life now. I want to be a good example to my girls. I don't want them to grow up in a house where their mom is always dieting, or trying to lose weight. I want them to see me modeling healthy food choices, and healthy behavior. Seeing me exercise because it's good for me, is good for them. Seeing me eat healthily because it makes me feel good is good for them. Seeing me obsessing about my weight, or demonstrating out of control eating, is not.
I grew up in a house where chips, cookies, and soda were readily available at all times. I don't remember ever seeing my mom drink a glass of water. If we were thirsty, we drank soda. If we wanted a snack, we had chips or cookies. As a result of this, I am struggling with food addictions that don't want to let go. I pray that I don't pass the same weaknesses onto my daughters.
My prayer is that if weight/diet is not an issue in our home, then it won't be an issue in their lives. And to get there...I need to get my selfish cravings under control. I need to give them over to God, and give Him control of that area of my life as well.
So, Tara, and Earen...can I go on this journey with you? (And anyone else who wants to come?)
9 comments:
Clearly, I'm done with my phone calls now. :)
The more, the merrier! I'm so glad you're doing First Place -- I bet it will be great for both of us!
I'm proud of you, Renee!!
by the way - LOVE that you have a poll asking about my favorite cookie next to this one!! So us!!
Annnnd, I'm back. :) Just saw your question. Right click on the award picture and do "Save as" to your computer. Then just upload it like another picture. You can go to your dashboard or customize screen and do "add a page element" - I think that's what it says. Choose "picture" and do it there. :) Let me know if that doesn't help you out!
Absolutely! I"m so glad you're joining us. I know you can do this & I too really liked WW. I'll be going back to LA Weight Loss here soon in which I lost 32lbs in 14 weeks. So, I'm hoping for a good loss again & then I would love to join you guys in this Christian WW thing..First Place. Sounds fabulous!
By the way, very exciting about trying for another one here soon! Just remember, eventhough you might gain some back when you're pregnant - which you should..you will be starting off in a better position!
You can do this my friend..I'm proud of you!
So cool, Mini-Renee! (And there's Mini-Tara and Mini-Earen...). I know you can do it...its so hard, but worth it (extra energy, confidence). I sure wish that First Place was around here...I know so many of us could benefit! Good luck and I am anxious to hear how it goes!
This is totally off the subject... but I will say this ON the subject... "You go,girls!"
Back off the subject again...
I think the boxes around the pictures within each post are an automatic part of the template that I picked, which was called "simple," or something like that... I just had to pick the "border" color.
And muscadines are a type of grape, yes. They taste a bit like the muscatel wine you can probably find at the grocery... and if you ever see a southern regional wine, like something from Biltmore Estates or Chateau Elan, they often have "muscadine wine" that you can look for. You can also buy the juice. But if you ever have a chance to taste a muscadine - purple or green - DO SO! Do not hesitate. Mm - mm, good.
And is the South like the books? I started to say no, but then I thought, yeah, it is. The "New South" may not be quite so dysfunctional, but those of us who have been down here awhile have long ties and deep roots. They get a little tangled. :) People who come here tend to stay. It's a friendly place to live, and the weather is temperate, 4 seasons are nice, we have access to mountains and beaches, farms and lakes. It's a good place to live. People feel strongly about the South... that tells you something, doesn't it? Come see us sometime! I'll show you the sights, but you won't want to leave. ;)
I have a problem in this area too. I need to lose at least 15 pounds (really more like 20-25). It seems like a lot to me for some reason even though I have done it before (and gained it back of course). I am a person that sets her mind to doing something and does it - except when it comes to losing weight. It is such a struggle for so many people. I will pray for you guys during the process.
Renee, thanks for stopping by my blog!
I definitely share your struggl here as well. I am proud of you for stepping out. The First Place program sounds really great! Can't wait to hear how it goes!
You girls are so encouraging! Thank you!!
It's so inspiring to know that there are people like you praying for me and supporting me. It means so much!
Thanks for the tip, Tara. I think I figured it out (still have a lot to learn, though!)
And Sarah-if you read this...I think you can start First Place anywhere. I think you just order the kit, and start the program yourself, if you want. ???
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